Everything in me wants to resist the slowing down of winter. The incessant inner patterning of lack that drives the denial of my inner knowing and the exhausting persuasion to fit in. Fit into what? Labels? Boxes? Other people’s opinions?
It is time to let it all go and be free.
The world as I once knew it is fading away. My choices continue to guide me into something different, unknown, scary, perhaps. Thrilling? Absolutely. I can feel the chains of burden falling off with every passing day. I drop deeper into the thrilling unknown and embrace my divinity; my Star Power.
I see the fear for what it is, so no longer do I fear it, I simply feel it and carry on. The sinking depths of the collective story of pain and power-over. The seeds of division and corruption are seething in plain sight. Our ability to hide behind our masks is fading, as our magic comes back alive. The rising feminine energy is coming to balance the scales; a re-ordering is taking place…from within us.
Our depth is sinking in. Our power to love is radiating out. Our desperate need to awaken is shaking us to the core and enlivening the greatness of our Spirit. We live. And as I write this, Aleppo comes to my mind. The barbaric genocide of an imbalanced world view shifts perspectives as our once blinded reality of hatred reveals itself.
Enough is enough.
This year has taught me the ease with which we give our power away when someone dangles a shiny carrot in front of our eyes. The system of greed and delusion has us under a vibrational spell of ‘not enough’. No matter where we fit into the system, we are not enough. The program is undeniable and until we awaken into unity, we subtly perpetuate the destruction, we mask our pain and sorrow with convenient distractions. Shopping, busying ourselves with our business, remaining locked in our patterns until something happens. Until the lid finally bursts off from all that pressure…the inner/higher self wrenching itself into smallness when all it wants is for you to be free. Big. Expanded. Joyful. In love. It’s possible. Above and within it all. We would not be here otherwise.
No, we are not here to make money or be successful. We are here to love. That’s it. Remember how to truly love…that’s all. Every stone unturned to reveal the murky hidden parts of our consciousness that remind us of the part we all play in this game called life.
Remember: We absolutely have the power to transform our world and to share it effortlessly. Because we do. We share effortlessly…it’s just, what are you sharing? Is it lack or abundance? Is it fear or joy? Is it forcing or allowing? And it’s always one or the other. You can’t do both.
I write because I have to. I express because I do not know how else to spend my time. I accept my part. I accept it in my humility to express what’s in my heart and mind. This is what my life has come to. It is all I can be. And it’s all I was ever meant to be.
Together we are going to transform the world. I can feel it. Can’t you? Yes, there is work to do, changes to make and information to gather. But it is all already done. So, relax, I say. Be kind and stop doing so much. Have fun. Play. And make a loving effort to just love and be grateful for the people and the things in your life. Embrace every part of yourself. Love your darkness, while owning your light. It’s all okay, even when it doesn’t feel like. It’s all okay, even when it doesn’t look like it.
The illusions are shattering in front of our eyes. We are awakening from a long nightmarish dream into the light of our most magnificent fantasy. Behold your highest vision and let it guide you. Get out of your own way, as they say, and just sit back, relax and enjoy the ride. It is time to take a break.
See you on the other side.